WannabeOtaku

It all started with a car ride home After your months in the hospital The security blanket of monitors and wires Warming your soul to untold levels of health and love That would allow me to say "That's my baby sister" in the backseat First Easters and first steps First words and first smiles That in the privacy of my room I watch and remember and cry and wish That I could go back to those days Before the sparkle in your eye, the sunshine in your laugh Was replaced with The hate Contempt Depression Affliction That you feel at the hands of others Including our father, Including me. All I want is to undo What I've done, wha